Hi, how are you?
Yesterday was quite an intense day for me, my Moon is a Scorpio Moon, and it made itself evident in the proximity of the upcoming Full Moon in Scorpio (24th April 24).
I have been ending many cycles in different areas of my life, a radical transformative process that has intensified over the last three years and created all the space I needed for that to happen.
Within a broader perspective I may say that the very first actual steps were taken 7 years ago, on Sunday 25th April 2017. The whole of 2017 has been significant for me, in laying the foundations for the new that is manifesting now; some of the messages received from my Guides seemed to be strange, and difficult to decode, now that they are manifested through me, they are both moving and far beyond my imagination. I share all of this to honour this special moment and I am happy if these words do resonate with any of you.
Usually during the year in my practices, I have visions of different places, these can be instrumental to the issue I am addressing at the time, or they can be invitations to visit those places physically, sometimes that vision can be part of an even bigger vision. So, more time is needed for it to manifest in practical reality, at other times its practicality is ‘limited’ to reminding me of who I am, what I love, what I want to live and choose the direction I am heading to.
Over the years, we have all been able to recognise our inner guidance and the ways it operates.
The last few months I have been seeing a tower on top of a hill. The last few months I have been seeing a tower on top of a hill. The images are not clear, I know that this is a key (a sign), it is a gateway that leads to different possibilities, or at least passages that are not exactly linear for our mind, that tends to give an order within space and time rather than seeing several realities revolving around the same axis.
These are liminal places where we find ourselves in a middle ground, exactly as it happens to us when we are no longer who we were before but not yet the Being into which we are transforming. These are places that require our presence well grounded, a total honesty about who we are and how we feel, and receptiveness to our capabilities and ancient wisdom, it is an authentic union.
In 2021 that Tower had been a gateway to Dragon Hill, White Horse, and Uffington Castle, and it was important to work on myself in relation to those energies and codes within me that would pave the way to today, this even without having physically been there (my physical journeys have been to other places as significant). This time the hill and the Tower have the very semblance of the Tor Hill in Glastonbury, which first peeped into my life so many years ago and now and then returns like the ebb and flow. Everyone has their own personal labyrinth to navigate (the time within which it is traversed is not synonymous with skilfulness, it has nothing to do with not being aligned with the place – otherwise patronisingly said ‘you are not yet worthy or ready’ in relation to nobody knows what ideal line; it is the time it takes for your project to be completed, full stop). I don’t feel the call towards the town, it’s the hill itself. Could it be the dragon line? Maybe, but there is something else, much more intimate, and familiar.
A very dear friend of mine was in Glastonbury last weekend, on Saturday morning I woke up thinking White Spring was important to me, so I asked her to send me a thought in case she visited, just a thought, for the rest would be taken care of by the energies of the earth, my Guides and all those Beings who support me, ” “because in that White spring lies the Dark as well”.
When I was 9 years old, I had a lucid dream, I was in my parents’ house, looking out of the kitchen window facing north there was a dark hill with lights scattered along its path to its summit and they created a spiral path. I saw a female figure at the top of the hill, or as the child me translated the image at the time, it was a Lady, and from what I could see and feel within me it looked like a Black Madonna.
Now the nine-year-old me felt she was being called by this figure and said: “If you are calling me to choose between the crown of thorns or the crown of roses, know that martyrdom is not for me, I don’t have that vision of life. I want to start a family, have children, enjoy my existence. Have fun. If you are looking for a nun, I am not one, let that be clear. I choose roses”.
Well, roses have thorns too, some sting others clear the way.
This vision was part of a puzzle, beyond the most superficial interpretations of the call of the Sacred Feminine, there was something that took years to emerge in its beauty and power experienced through the body and not just as awareness.
White and black/dark unite and dance together in my life like colours that are worn and breathed.
It is the black/dark that soothes me, gives clarity and expansion.
That creative centre within us, I feel it in the womb between the first and second chakra but it is an undefined place across dimensions.
You don’t reach there with white light, it’s not possible, you descend into the depths. You proceed into unexplored territory beyond our mind’s control. The starry sky is there to remind us. It is the creative void, and it is beyond a point grasped by our mind, a sort of small leap into hyperspace, a path that, when followed, leads somewhere else, on another track that can be reached by following a course that goes beyond the consecutive logic that has led us there. Seen from the outside? Definitely looks like a jump. Lived? You have to let go of everything and this process comes about consciously because it is a catalyst moment of great transformation and dissolution of the person you identified with. You go through a blank slate.
Right as a Scorpio asking you to descend into your depths, into your hidden, unknown, never-before-accessible parts, which have allowed aspects akin to shadows to leak out, I am talking about that undefined part that is uncomfortable for the mind, a real rite of passage. The days of darkness are not 3, they are more likely to be years if they are to serve the purpose of letting go totally of who you are in order to release the new unexpressed, in line with its own blueprint, that you never knew before.
All this occurs so that new dimensions, perspectives, realities and worlds may be experienced within the body and through the body. We step into the cosmic womb of creation to be touched and transformed by it so that we acknowledge the same signature, essence and capacity within ourselves.
Here She is, The Sacred Feminine who rides the Dragon, She who inhales its full potential and exhales its aspects those that from the outside may be labelled as uncomfortable. She invites us to sit on the threshold of the limits through which we have created the image we have of ourselves and our lives.
She is asking you to embrace that liminal space and find your power there, your passion igniting and satisfying who you are. And it is you. Make love to your authentic nature.
White, white light comes later, when our attention is focused, it comes with intent, it comes with action and it has direction in it, it is movement. It is white because it carries a set of focused information. This is exactly what happens with the White Spring.
We currently know that atoms are essentially void and ‘solid’ matter appears to be so because of the electromagnetic connections among the components of the same reality, and some of them, a mere personal consideration, are probably ‘solid’ because that is ‘the state of the connection’ in all their possible versions. That void connects everything and connects us to everything, it reminds us of our infinite possibilities, and resonates within us as the capacity to create new possibilities.
Often when I hear about manifestation through the quantum field, I hear about aligning the upper chakras and the heart chakra… but what about the rest? You cannot leave that amount of information unaligned, separated from or not anchored in our visceral, physical experience, that carries all its own elements, aspects, energies and the intensity within life. Otherwise, it is like trying to create the new by keeping the active past behind you, thinking you are completely in control and directing the alchemical process and exclude those unknown parts that are there to create the new. You get there by walking through an unknown space. It is like thinking of giving birth to life with the mind, or only with the heart, they are steps in a process. The flow of energy once high and up, is being unleashed and it descends, after having retrieved some information from the highest peaks, it channels everything down into our depths and unites it with other components, connected to the vastness of the cosmos, with the ancient knowledge and wisdom, they go beyond space and time, yet they are there accessible, free, they are connected to the ‘dark’ and unknown, a calm sea that protects and allows the alchemical process to take place beyond our comfort zone, without asking permission or any whatsoever certification for being as such.
This suggests to me the knowledge that resides in my womb. My inner Goddess? Is it the truth? Mine yes, so far. If it resonates with someone great, if it does not, it is equally great. The aim is not to create a truth and structure that is valid for everyone, but to inspire the question, the search. This leads to personal power and embodying the potential held within our Being.
This is my experience. Often my view and experience of reality have been different from what is considered normal, even in spiritual circles.
Over the years I have gone through different systems to come to terms with my characteristics, patterns, aspects and energies, INFJ, Manifesting Generator, neurodivergent etc.
A multidimensional, starseed, Being, a woman, I love living life here now, in my physical body, our master, difficult moments many, the rose has its thorns but I am committed to tell the beauty of Creation. This is an equal participation of elements in both potential and manifested parts, in both visible and unseen reality where there are no inferior beings, whether they are incarnated (plants and trees included) or not.
Why label as dark someone or something that invites to have a different perspective and shakes situations become stagnant?
Why mislabel those characteristics within us and around us that are the gateway to our personal power?
Why think that material reality is a proof of religious dogmas? Maybe those recreated by reshaping, feasting on and manipulating ancient knowledge? Why make them become laws and dogmas and not simply attempts to interpret and understand something that by its nature is elusive compared to us. Why not use them as stepping stones to investigate reality and expand and evolve ourselves and not nails to encage us with?
Why think that the Sun is an expression of the masculine… when in some cultures, linguistically it is feminine? Why not both and none in their sublimation that contains everything?
Why think that some energy Beings that are expressing their existence here within Earth dimensions cannot be a collective, or exist outside time and space and be greater than us, all at the same time?
Why belittle people, Beings, and Creative Energies? Why pass the idea that they are less evolved, lucid, less stable or that they are carriers of inner conflicts?
Why has it come to be accepted that there are “inferior non-incarnate beings that are dwelling the Earth dimensions only”? Who has decided that this should be a hierarchical label, universally adopted on an exclusivist basis? Who decided to label those Beings that have been existing for centuries or aeons that differ in form, appearance and extension from “acceptable spiritual standards” or do have different perspectives (given their age, role and function) from human that they are “trapped and bound to Earth” or to be shunned? Limiting beliefs, spiritual dogmas? Why drag religious and social structures into spirituality and project them onto any being, incarnate or not? How can we think of experiencing the new if we carry around this ballast looking for signs of the old in the new? Is it not this same principle that has generated a disconnection in the relationship with ourselves, with others, our authentic spirituality and reality, physical and not, within which we have been living all along? Each one of us holds within a deep knowledge that goes beyond structures and limitations, we have often been afraid to listen to it and express it. Be brave, trust who you are and trust that project and harmony you are part of. Asking questions, creating dialogue, finding answers, being open to growth, these are all sources of inspiration, change and evolution.
It takes a bit of shaking to bring down the debris of the past and let our knowledge spiral up and tap into different perspectives and dimensions.
It is no longer the time for separation.
Happy transformation and rebirth to all.
Annalisa
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