I had my eyes closed, meditating with my crystals, I was in a sacred space, suddenly my mind eyes saw a Being. The aspect was making me uncomfortable, a skeleton with an elongated skull.
I breathed and found my balance again. I thought the Being was an Ancestor, since I was seeing him bare bones, a very distant one, anyway that skull was triggering my mind beyond measure.
I was calling in for protection, but my thoughts had the better over me, so I closed the meditation. Yet the Being was still there, I could sense the presence in my room. As he approached, I realised I was calm. It’s tricky the way we might identify with thoughts failing to pay attention to the rest of the body. The more I relaxed the more the being’s aspect became comfortable. The shape turned to colours and then colours turned to warmth and ease.
It was clear I had given a label to his look, judging that Being according to human categories: something comfortable to look upon means “good”, on the contrary what is uncomfortable, or not human like must be “bad”. It had been all day long that my mind was trying to find a square on the different star beings and the way they are labelled, and I did the same.
While he was talking to me memories surfaced from within and other images flashed before my mind eyes, I recognised him as one of my Ancestors from the stars. The idea that our tree of life is made of different species was being creating within me, they are level of consciousness that are unlocked at a given time. I felt totally enveloped by love, and just before our interaction ended, I saw that Being approaching a light coming from a semi-transparent object and then slowly move towards the depth of the cosmos. I remember asking him to wait, I didn’t want him to leave. He said goodbye and before he disappeared, I heard these words echoing inside me: ‘Who is right? What is wrong? We are limitless expressions of infinite possibilities of a whole Being’.
These words were a precious gift, and they describe exactly what the divine is to me. All Beings that exist in our world and in others, whatever form they might have.
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